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LOOK WHO'S BACKK!! Aww its been a while since I last blogged (as usual). Sort of stopped blogging after realising that people I dont want to be reading my blog, are actually reading my blog. Tempting for me to lock all my entries that are meant for friends only to read, but there are friends out there who are non-lj users also, so I shall not do that.

Who gives a damn about blog stalkers who have nothing to do. -.- Sigh cant believe I stopped blogging for so many weeks; blog entries are meant to keep track and update your friends about your wonderful life.

So, how has life been?

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*crickets chirping in the background*

- a while later -

*even more crickets chirping in the background*



Hahah yeah thats because everyone is busy preparing for exams now. How more exciting could our lives be as compared to that of crickets chirping? CHEERS. :)

TO ALL NTU BUDDIES WITH THEIR FIRST PAPER TODAY:

JIAYOU!JIAYOU!JIAYOU!JIAYOU!

YOU GUYS CAN DO IT BECAUSE YOU ALL HAVE MY SUPPORT! (L)

I can smell freedom in a few weeks time, and then its partyy tiiimmmeeee! Miss everyone so much. For the time being, mug hard ok!

We will survive. :)

MAF.

The single day every year when hc turns into the hottest night spot in the whole of singapore. HC MAF FTW!~ In short, HC FTW!! <33

Mann I really love this school spirit; hc and ny, really the two schools with the best traditions around. I dont give a shit that people might think of us as cheena, celebrating what mid-autumn festival. Because seriously, I see myself coming back to hc even 30 years down the road (hopefully!) together with friends and dearest 33rd! The crowd last night was humongous! And it got so warm I could barely breathe. Lol but its really really really heartwarming to return to hc and meet up with all those friends once again. Who says mass dance is square? Just check out people of all ages jumping and singing songs and dancing together in the quadrangle. Really a heartwarming scene, and the sense of belonging to the school is just so strong that I felt that I have never actually left hc at all.

Hahah hope there will be vids of this year's maf uploaded on youtube soon or smth, but here's just a glimpse into hc's very own maf. This year's decorations were really awesome though! They had huge rectangle lanterns lining the whole area above the quadrangle! This video is maf in 2007. Whoots the chorus is always damn high for this song lol. Credits to zzzzzlave from youtube! :)

MAF 2007, song session - dang ni gu dan


Rocks ttm, this school. Wished the two years in hc had been longer, because I doubt I will ever experience such a strong sense of school spirit ever again. Thank God for placing me in the right place, this school has really brought me an awesome bunch of friends and happiness that I will never forget. Thats why I decided that I should definitely blog about this before I return to my life in university. Sobs. T.T

Pity that not all of 33rd oac could return though! And some are overseas already. :( Sigh but still, the oac bench will always be there when we return. HC OAC FTW!~ I miss those good old days lol. Hahahahah yltc especially. I love being tekaned and I love tekaning too lmao. But seriously, even though those days were times when we went through shit, they were the most memorable times in the two years of oac, because we went through all that shit together. The key word, together. Like koping buah duku and pomelo at the reading room with marho and lips last night too. Hahahah damn auntie can anot. Were actually trying to grab some free mooncake, but we ended up targeting the pomelo on the table. Peeled off half of it and ran away LOL.

Sigh sometimes life can get a bit lonely huh. Especially when old friends do not go on to uni with you, and you are the only one in your family staying up late to mug. I really miss everyone larh. Its only with old friends when you can truly be yourself, no matter how nice your new friends can be. 

Hahahahah omg this is so accurate I use ALL 9 words to the exact same meaning! At least most of the time to guys who get on my nerves and there's simply no point in arguing further lol. Check them out:

NINE WORDS WOMEN USE

(1) Fine: This is the word women use to end an argument when they are right and you need to shut up.

(2) Five Minutes: If she is getting dressed, this means a half an hour. Five minutes is only five minutes if you have just been given five more minutes to watch the game before helping around the house.

(3) Nothing: This is the calm before the storm. This means something, and you should be on your toes. Arguments that begin with nothing usually end in fine.

(4) Go Ahead: This is a dare, not permission. Don't Do It!

(5) Loud Sigh: This is actually a word, but is a non-verbal statement often misunderstood by men. A loud sigh means she thinks you are an idiot and wonders why she is wasting her time standing here and arguing with you about nothing. (Refer back to #3 for the meaning of nothing.)

(6) That's Okay: This is one of the most dangerous statements a women can make to a man. That's okay means she wants to think long and hard before deciding how and when you will pay for your mistake.

(7) Thanks: A woman is thanking you, do not question, or faint. Just say you're welcome. (I want to add in a clause here - This is true, unless she says 'Thanks a lot' - that is PURE sarcasm and she is not thanking you at all. DO NOT say 'you're welcome'. that will bring on a 'whatever').

(8) Whatever: Is a woman's way of saying F--- YOU!

(9) Don't worry about it, I got it: Another dangerous statement, meaning this is something that a woman has told a man to do several times, but is now doing it herself. This will later result in a man asking 'What's wrong?' For the woman's response refer to #3.

Omg I have time to blog!

These few weeks have been absolutely crazy. Bizad club! But at least all our efforts have paid off and Im now part of the bizad mc! I have finally put in some effort to step up and at least do something in life rather than being so laidback all the time. Director of alumni relations. Still cant believe I actually got in. :) Was kinda intimidated at first because bizad club manages like the entire biz school, and Ive never joined anything on such a big scale before, but who's scared man. Even though it has only been a few weeks, I have really gained confidence in making decisions and doing things that I would never have dared to do in the past. And even though I still feel like a little girl at times, Im gonna act like an adult. Bought my very own blazer! And first board meeting with the bsa (business school alumni association) later. No idea whats gonna happen, but free dinner so yeah. Woohoo and dear chong wee has accepted my invitation to be my vice!

SHAG. Especially these few weeks - camp calibre, campaigning, bazaar, internal elections (which ended at 3am last friday, and resumed on sat for the entire day) So, Ive been spending money on cab fares. The toll of travelling is really getting to me. Wish I applied for kent ridge hall, but that would probably put another big slab of commitment on my plate when I already have enough for self satisfaction. Hah but I still love staying at home because I get to see my family. <3 Best source of support. Even nigel is such a nice room mate, not complaining even when I keep the lights on through the night doing work. Hah and all I have to do now is just say "boyboy, hug hug!" and he will give me a bear hug. :) Aww. One of the best motivations for me to study hard and make my family proud of me.

Whoa but who the idiot said that university life is the most slack. T.T I mean, its real fun, but definitely not slack lol. Got smth on every single day, and gonna get busy again when I start recruiting committee members. Need a gen sec, fin sec, and um how about a maid, chauffeur, tutor and cook? Yeah man. Talk about abusing of authority. Hope I get to meet some really rich young masters in the bsa youth chapter. BUT NO Im not gonna let business change me into a super money minded person, although its already instilling in me some characteristics of the business world. Sometimes I feel that I have become cold and different from the person that I used to be.

SO in order to prevent myself from changing into a cold hearted business woman, I will retain my old self for as much as time allows me to. Take a step back from work, chill out and reflect. So sad andrea and yuhui have both flown off. And also pretty sad that there arent many old friends in nus biz school. Sigh at least there are new friends for support - alum group, campus crusade dg, vcf dg. Little little factors and people that prevent me from transforming into an ice queen. Hahah and maybe one of the factors why I feel different from time to time is that Ive been too busy to do stuff like surfing for BoA and entertainment news. :( Omg Im ignoring my blog and subbing squad like siao. Still got a translation assignment on my plate, which I have been sitting on for weeks. Plus no time to exercise or read newspapers. What happened to my all-rounded lifestyle man. Gah although the one thousand and one flights of stairs up the school every morning is good enough exercise. Probably excel in vertical marathon after 1 year of climbing all those stairs every morning.

Need some sleep. BUT for some reason, I love the feeling of being busy. :) Probably because it indicates that Im doing something about my life.

WHY do some guys always think they know me so well when they actually dont. WHY. Some things really get on my nerves.

But anyway, I finally have some time to blog today! :) Today was the earliest I reached home this week so far, which was at like 9 plus. ^^ Hah this whole week has been damn crazy (though not the worst I have ever experienced), especially after camp callibre when we all had impromptu assignments to set up a booth for a 3 day bazaar and do tons of stuff all at one go, like photoshoot, design posters, flyers, stickers, campaign, meet proposal deadlines, get stock for booth and all the nitty gritty campaigning stuff all over this period of 48 hours since camp ended. So of course, Ive been sleeping an average of 3-4 hours per day, partly thanks to the loooooong travelling time. And OF COURSE, no time to do tutorials at all. Cant believe it, this is only the third week! Doesnt even feel like it. T.T Hahah but its also because Im making myself busy, like no one asked me to sign up for bizad club right. Oh well, and even though its like damn hard to get in, I dont regret because despite the tiredness and unwillingness to wake up so early in the morning, there are new friends made, and the nice moments when a group goes through thick and thin together. At least this will all be over soon, so that I can catch up on my school work. Doesnt sound really nice to start lagging on the first week tutorials start right. Luckily I have no more tutorials for this week lol. Phew. No more homework!

Gonna have external dialogue tmr night too. Hope no one turns up to listen hahah.

But of course apart from bizad club, I have started campus crusade too! Had first dg today, and I love my dg!! Really, I so know the importance of joining a christian fellowship group in university now, because its really where you find the best source of joy, comfort and strength. Of course, thats because the source of joy comes right from the spirit of God. But seriously, I would have continued my streak of bad mood if not for the 2 hour break that I spent with my dg today. Really uplifting, so I became back to normal after that. ^^ Hahah stupid me always becomes moody whenever Im forced to wake up early with insufficient sleep. Forgive me lol.

So yeah, everything will end soon (either that or Im gonna get drowned by the incoming projects), and Im really looking forward to it! Doesnt really matter if I get into the mc now, I just want my social and family life back. :) TOO FAST TOO FURIOUS.

HANG IN THERE, EVERYONE! WE CAN CONQUER UNIVERSITY.

Hahahah slacking at SOC now! Whoots I love the air con here, and the internet connection is damn fast! School of computing indeed. Only got lecture from 12 to 2 later since tutorials havent started, but came early to school because I bought a textbook from a snr. Hahahah damn exciting, buying textbooks online. Its really like the fastest get the cheapest bargains so I was totally fastest fingers first when I reached home last night lol. DAMN CHEAP. Aha only left 1 textbook to get, but Im probably gonna die lugging all my stuff today since I will have like additional 3 textbooks plus my laptop. And Im still gonna stay until 6 for the bizad club info session. T.T Life has been pretty slow nowadays..hahah but at least its like long bonding sessions for our alum group since we go everywhere together lol. Really really loooong lunch breaks and school tours hahah.

Was playing pet society just now. Kinda embarrassing with people walking past me, but I dont give a damn. XP

YESS ITS FINALLY FRIDAY!! Now I can truly appreciate the TGIF thing. Hahah although school has started for only 3 days, Ive been feeling damn sleepy these few days, probably because Ive been reaching home damn late. The sun was still up today when I left the school campus! Ate lunch with sher and yuhui in the arts canteen. Food damn cheap!! Grr Im not gonna eat at the biz canteen ever unless all the other canteens closed down and Im left with no choice hahah. And..
 
HAPPY BIRTHDAY, YUHUI DEAR!~

Oac hasnt been keeping up with our birthday celebrations. >.<

Oh well, Im so gonna chill out for the rest of tonight. Poor nigel still has a bump on the back of his head. He got it last night when he fell down running about in the house. Probably deserved it, but still very poor thing because he was crying so bad. Hahah and he was trying in vain to look at the bump at the back of his head through the mirror. -.-"

Thats my tagline for my university life. At least thats what Im gonna make it to be. FAST AND FURIOUS. Ytd's first session of career planning and management was really inspiring. Ignited the drive in me hahah. Gonna be more active in university and not miss out the chances like I did in jc just because I was afraid of this and that, or unwilling to commit. At least I should give some things a try.

Like bizad exco (even though its like damn hard for year 1s to get elected). Damn I really hate campaigning and stuff, but its time for smth new. Cant always be so laidback and join oac forever. And planning to join another truckload of ccas too. Hahah feels good to fill up my schedule since there are quite a lot of gaps in my current timetable. Probably because school hasnt kicked off proper yet so we havent experienced the wrath of projects and assignments.

But one thing's for sure: I HATE THE TRAVELLING. Mannn I so regret not applying for hostel now. The 1 hour journey to school and another back home KILLS MY APPETITE. And it doesnt really help that I have a short attention span and a high level of impatience. Sometimes I really feel that my butt (if I even manage to get a seat) and my feet (most of the time) are gonna rot just being in the train. Plus nel is like underground so I cant tune into the radio! I have listened to the same old songs again and again that Im getting kinda bored. Sigh. And I wonder how some people can even have the dignity to sit down when there are old people around too. Especially strong and healthy men. Really really really have the urge to go and bash them up (I wonder why Im so inclined to violence nowadays) because they are so sickening. Singaporean guys needa know some social ettiquette. Ok not only guys, but young people in general. I always give up my seat alright! And apparently that doesnt seem to incite a tinge of guilt in those freakin potatoes on the mrt seats. Grrr. Oh well, I think I just hate mrts in general now. CANT THEY GO A BIT FASTER. T.T

Sigh, but apart from the travelling, everything at school has been fun so far! Nice, bonded alum group, nice lecturers, and this is the best today - NICE FOOD from engine canteen!! Really, the food there ROCKS. Unlike the biz canteen. :(( We are gonna stop by every canteen in nus to try out all the food, but I think we have already got a winner here. Hated the noodles which I bought from biz canteen ytd. Urgh.

Hahah I know this is no big deal, but mann Im still happy because there's no school on tuesday!! Was actually all prepared to go for the first mno lecture this tuesday, but whoots no mno lecture till next week! Plus tutorials only start like next week or next next week so yeah mann!~ Damn slackk. Better grab this time to settle my cca.

Soo first day on school shall be on wednesday, the career workshop thing. And its report in biz attire so I dont have to fret about what to wear. :)

HAPPY BIRTHDAY, SINGAPORE!! <33

Grr had a fallout with fb just now because I couldnt post my comment no matter how many times I tried lol. At least its back to normal now. Been really impatient nowadays. Hahah so please dont block my way when Im in a rush, because I will probably be cursing you behind your back lol. Shall try to be more patient. Patienceee.

Whoots anw oweek was good! Not as fun or exciting as other camps, but it was really good in a way that it was a good bonding session for our alum group, i.e classmates! The stay-up-all-nights were the best times hahah. Although it resulted in me being in hibernation mode during briefings the next day. Nonetheless, AUSTIN (POWERS) YI CHI BANG, blahblahblahblah (dunno how to type in hokkien) WAH SEH!!~ Hahah damn, I probably learnt quite a few dialect phrases from all these camp cheers. Wah seh is like one of my habits now. T.T Nono I must retain my dignified presence, kick that new habit. Sighh and I lost my voice AGAIN. How many times will that be this holidays! :( And there's like choir tmr? Im soo dead. Still needa make a speech for ministry recruitment on sun. Everyone probably wont be able to believe Im a sop lol. Husky man voice. And I got my purple thighs back, thanks to jia qi and ying ying. Purple dots i.e. burst blood vessels from the mrt game. Hahah but I personally like that game bc of the whacking. ^^ You dont get a chance to whack pple w/o feeling guilty that often you know. And I never give face to guys. Also went for the masquerade ball in the end too. After all that talk about refusing to go for oweek bc of that ball. Plus I didnt even pay so I just crashed everything. I wonder why I dont really feel guilty hahah. Heyy at least I didnt take the goody bag alright.

Sentosa on the last day was pretty fun too (jeremy drove some of us there! ^^), although I was trying to keep awake at the beginning due to sleep deprivation. Jumping into the sea did the trick. Hahah and I personally love dunking bc it wakes me up. But not much dunking this time round. And it was the first time that I sat on a guy's shoulders ever since I was 4 and puny. On my dad's shoulders. Omg damn unglamm cannn. Idk why I was so idiotic to jump at the chance of being captain during water captain's ball. Thought only had to be piggybacked by a guy and can slack. But I didnt hear properly (probably due to sleep deprivation again). On a guy's shoulders is like a total different thing? Was grabbing the hands of two unknown guys just to get up and I fell off after getting up the first time (hope no one heard my scream). Then the rest of the time I was grabbing thanu's head and trying my best not to fall off again. Hahah but luckily thanu is pretty fit. Really gives me the feeling of a horse lol. And tug-of-war was da best mann! The best way to show some angst w/o being self conscious so I was there roaring and pulling at the same time. Definitely the most fun hahah. Was pretty put off after I heard a guy from the other group saying that they might win bc our group had more girls. LOOKING DOWN ON GIRLS AGAIN. So I was there, with my sleeves all rolled up to show off my biceps (hahah actually to prevent myself from getting a tanline larh) and pulling as hard as I would be pulling off all his hair. And we won in the end, so there SUCKER.

And Im finally looking forward to the start of school with such a nice class! Hahah although there are 23 girls and 7 guys, but for once, Im not the only manly girl around. Kai li, my fellow guides-odac comrade, is even more man than me LOL. One of the rare times that Im not THE MAN within a group of girls, but it feels a bit weird too hahah. And there is like a sneakers gang among the girls so I shall not bother so much about trying to find a feminine pair of shoes that is within my personal style. ^^ Shi han was also telling us about how fun accountancy in NUS is. NO BIDDING EVER. Phew. Except for 2 gems and 1 ss mods, which is uncompetitive at all since its just like sabbaticals lol. NUS really planned everything out for our fac. Hahah I rather graduate with thousands of unused bid points than having to go through the bidding stress. And tutorials only start on week 3 so there will still be time for slacking. Like uh, going to school for a single lecture per day or smth. Luckily I bought mrt concession. Hahah been advocating the idea of an alum group bus since we all stay in the same area. NEL GANG. <33